Sunday, November 06, 2011
A lot of things have been happening recently! Well firstly I haven't been posted out of where I am yet because I am awaiting the start of my course. Haha shall not go into details explaining because those who know me well enough would know what I am talking about! Haha still as mysterious as ever eh? Well I guess that's me? Probably I'm just lazy..
Alright so now currently I'm stuck guarding the gym, which obviously isn't a very entertaining 'job' but oh well, I got the best offer already so I shouldn't be complaining so much! Haha. I think recently I really don't have much blogging inspiration.. Cause I really don't know what to said already.. Okay till next time! =D
Sometimes it's really hard to make decisions when you're stuck at too many crossroads - it becomes a maze!Stuck.. =X
9:44:00 PM
Monday, October 17, 2011
Alright finally is October! =D Haha this is the 4th post i am typing now already, and the first one with the actual date! The posts are getting longer and longer. Maybe i'm getting the 'feel' back for blogging. Wonder whether this post would be longer than the rest. Hmm..
If you are wondering why am i suddenly so free today, it's actually because ever since the day i came back to Singapore, which was stated in my last post, i have actually been quite 'free'. In simple terms, I have lots of time on hand to spare but i don't really have the chance to do what i want to do because i'm trapped in this place. But thank God for the computer here which actually i have no idea what i could really do here for more than 8 hours a day. Any ideas? Haha. Thank God despite all these at least now i get to go home everyday, which is awesome! =D
But come tomorrow i have no idea where i will be posted to and when! In fact, i may know the results of my posting today but i rather not to. I'm actually praying hard that i will not be posted out so soon but for the next batch instead of tomorrow. Those of you on the ball ones should know where will i be going if i actually get posted out tomorrow, haha that is if you even get what i mean. I wonder why am i being so secretive here, but I have already been like that for the previous few posts so why change? Haha. Maybe i'm just lazy to explain or even sick of it because my story isn't something from the norm, and not many people know how it actually works. But oh well, if you know me, you'll know! If you don't, then too bad! =D
I really want to stay on here because i still have so much to learn, and i need time to do so!
Please God!! =X
9:51:00 AM
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Touchdown! =D This was the long awaited day of returning back to Singapore! When i walked out of the airport and into my cousin's car, everything felt so surreal to me. It seemed like i instantly adapt to the life in Singapore, excluding the part where the heat plus the humidity made me feel a little stuffy. It seemed like as though i have not left Singapore at all!
Australia was wonderful, but i couldn't wait to get back because of things i miss here in Singapore. Those who are close enough to me would know what i miss! =D Anyway, the flight experience there i would say is much better than in SYFC in Singapore. The weather there was good, but dry. But i have clear horizons most of the days, which was great for visual flying! Too bad i still couldn't fully overcome the habit of traumatizing myself and building barriers to stress myself up although they were originally supposed to protect me from messing things up, which obviously it never really did. I failed the course, and i was in total shock on that day. Haha afterwards i thought it would be better for me since i don't really like the culture there anyway so might as well not stuck 10 years of my life in there.
What's next for me? SIA probably? Haha but that also depends on whether i make the cut through their interviews. But oh well, i still have a long way to go for my NS before everything else, unless i signed on again.. which is something i don't thing i'll be considering for the moment. Till the next time, God bless! =D
The number of failures does not dictate whether you succeed in life or not, but the way you pick yourself up every time after you fail does. =DRising up again!
10:10:00 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2011
This date was the date that i took off to Tamworth, Australia for my Air Grading Course (AGC) which is my pilot selection. Well i went off in a good note and quite enjoyed the process there since it was my first time being abroad for so long, only to find out that some of the things there aren't really what i have expected. For eg, the super duper poor 3G and internet connection plus how expensive things are there. I guess i shall elaborate more of that in my next post! =D
When environment changes, your lifestyle got to change as well.Changes
7:50:00 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2011
Haha time to back post again! =D This date was my POP date from BMT! Finally POP-ed after the 24km route march! I remembered i was almost falling asleep already on the parade and the abrasion (shall not say where) did not help much either. But i think it was a good experience standing on the floating platform in the parade, though we are like super super far behind..
Sigh thought that might be one of my last time doing that.. but it seems like now i'm going back to more parades again! Haha some more i don't know when I am going to be doing that.
The feeling of uncertainty isn't good!When will i know?
11:11:00 AM
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Ahh this is a nice date! Last book in date! =D aww i quite missed the times actually. I have more freedom now actually, but it tempts me to look forward for more. I think I haven't been adapting to it well lately.. Oh well! =X
Moving on to the next phase! =DHow will it be like?
10:00:00 PM
Friday, May 06, 2011
Hahaha I'm creating random blog posts with dates that have passed so that my archive have all the months! (Cheat!!) Okay, let's see. This date is the date of my enlistment into NS! I remember i didn't have a pleasant start in the morning, and it affected the next few days too! Never mind! =D
As time goes, responsibility grows! =DNew hairstyle! =D
9:05:00 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Haha welcome back to April! Last month of work and to think back, i really missed those times! =D
Things change as much as you don't want them to.Back in time! =D
8:39:00 PM
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Okay I'm still here. It's my second post already. Will i feel like my body is going to collapse later? No idea. =X Anyway! If anyone here talked to me on MSN before, you realised that i have the word "simplicity" in my nick before. I think life can actually be very simple. In fact, I think it is! It's just that people are making it complicated and more complicated. That's why relationship between people is the most complicated thing, don't you agree? And please, by relationship i don't mean only BGR. But i suppose relationships can also be simplified. But our inner desires always desires for more. And that's what make things complicated. =X
Actually, who says simple things can't make someone smile? I myself would rather get simple nice gestures than huge big expensive gifts that would only get me ecstatic for a period of time and there's no nice memories left to keep. Then again, my mind isn't that powerful either. I forget stuff too. I think that is when the joy comes in when i suddenly starts recollecting the wonderful memories i had, and that makes me smile and wanting to get back to that very moment. It motivates me to try and recreate that moment again, and it makes me feel like cherishing the person who shared that wonderful memory with me even more. =D
I think i like feeling appreciated. I think that's a great joy to me! =D I think feeling appreciated by those whom you really do cherish is really an awesome gift to have everyday! It doesn't have to be a very big thing. It's just a small and simple gesture and it could go a long long way. I guess that's what i want. =D Then again, I really need to sleep soon! LOL. Goodnight! =D
Thinking of those days make me smile! =D We need not go back to that time, but just some quiet time together. =DAppreciation =D
3:41:00 AM
Something is seriously wrong with me these days. Tired? Probably. But i'm beginning to think that it is not going to be a good excuse for me to be like this. Being tired doesn't give me the right to let me emotions overwhelm me and lost all control of myself and being mad or whatsoever. Sigh.
I think i'm stressing myself up over stuff. It's been a long time since i felt this way liao actually. Great improvement! =D But is that considered as being ________? Haha feel in that blank yourself. For some reasons, the word is just not there. I wonder, a few months down the road, would i still remember what that word is. But anyway, it isn't really a nice memory, so if i forget it, wouldn't it be better? =D
And i feel like it's dropping into a vicious cycle again. It seems that i am growing numb to it. Unknowingly, i didn't even realise how much i did today and how much free time i got. But thank God in between all this, there's still time where i was smiling widely from EAR to EAR. Hahaha. I think it's working! =D I'm starting to remember happy stuff and started smiling again! Yay! =D else i think i really no need to sleep tonight. It's 3am already, and i got to wake up real soon!! Think i should go and freshen myself up and wake up my idea. Till next time! =D
It doesn't feel nice to be able to feel that something is wrong, yet not able to know what exactly is wrong.Kudos to anyone who understands this blog post. =D God bless! =D
3:03:00 AM
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Woah I finally got a chance to blog, and I actually did on the computer for it! =D Anyway, I had a thought in mind. Have you ever wondered, when things start to become a routine, does that means that you're too used to it that it has long it's meaning? Or perhaps it's just that you're used to it, and it doesn't seems so special anymore, yet at the same time if it's suddenly gone, you will feel all weird? Hahaha. Or maybe it's not as simple as being used to it, it's about being comfortable enough in the presence, perhaps a little too comfortable, and that's why it's like that. Does that counts as taking the presence for granted?
Wow that was a lot of questions. And I realised my brain isn't as active as it used to be when I blog. Haha perhaps it's cause i was totally worn out just now - I'm slightly better now, but still sleepy actually. It's okay though. =D Actually maybe it's because I'm perplexed myself by this, that's why I do not really have answers to it. Guess I'll just have to keep thinking! Just keep thinking.. Just keep thinking.. Haha sounds like finding Nemo. Okay till next time! (and i don't know when it will be..)
Nothing had ever matter more to me than this. =DAwesome! =D
12:34:00 AM
Monday, February 21, 2011
It's been really really a long time since I have last blogged. I have been busy at work and with many other stuff, there's just simply just enough time left for me to catch my breath. Actually, maybe it's just that I'm lazy to blog out my thoughts.. I don't even feel like turning on the computer! How amazing! Haha. Maybe because i know if i turned on the computer, i would be in front of it for a long long time.. and i faced the screen for an entire day at work already, i do not need more time in front of my computer. =D
Then again, i think it's better for me to blog this out than i keep all the thoughts inside my small brain and it's grow in size and "poof" explode. Let's do a small survey? Are you someone who will keep your mistakes in your brain and keep harping on them? Sometimes i wonder, how come sometimes we actually take our mistakes so seriously, so much that we actually keep reprimanding ourselves for it. I think it's because we want so much for it to be right - it matters a lot to us. But if we keep thinking about our mistakes, it would actually bring fear to us, and we will actually be more prone to committing the same mistake again. Wouldn't that be worse? I guess it's really up to the individual to train up the mind. How do we achieve the balance between focusing on the thing we are doing, and yet at the same time relax ourselves so that we won't be unhappy? I want to know the answer to that question too..
The mind is a powerful tool - if you have full control of it, then you would be indeed full of power! =DQuestions and Answers
8:09:00 PM
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
10.09PM.. Hmm... What a nice time to start the first post of 2011, don't you agree? =D Anyway, I've been very busy since the start of 2011. Many things happened, despite the short 12 days of 2011. It seems as if it has been a super long time.. but it's only 12 days! Omgosh!! =O Anyway, like many others, I've started working, on 4th Jan. My training is ending, and the slacking, as well as boring, period is going to be over soon, hopefully! Thank God! =D and 18th is coming! =D LOL! Hopefully, it'll be better for the days to come. Maybe after some good rest, I'll feel much better! =D Well, actually i wanted to continue blogging, but i guess resting is more important now.. Till next time! =D
Sometimes you feel like it has been so long, but in actual fact, it has just only been a few days.Relativity of time.
10:09:00 PM
